i’m a very happy go lucky girl. i’ve been depressed and i know what it’s like to hate the world and feel like everything here will do anything & everything against you, like it’s you literally against the world. but in the past couple of years, i’ve grown so much. i’ve learned things that i would’ve never thought would matter. my view on life completely changed. i met people that taught me so much & changed the way i feel about life & it’s doings. i believe that life is what you make of it. you can’t sit on your ass all day then complain that nothing interesting is going on in your life, well obviously, come on now. you’ve gotta go out there & introduce your self to new people, things, food, morals. i believe in karma as well. if you’re doing something bad, and putting out bad energy to the world - the world is gonna throw that bad energy right back in your face, whether you like it or not.
i’m not gonna lie - the past couple of months have been the greatest. i started college & started life. i’m not gonna go to school every day & complain because it’s school (the only reason you’ll see me complaining would be waking up so early). i’m gonna go to school, learn something new every day, and smile. enrich myself in knowledge because it provides so many opportunities.
smile - that’s a big thing. you’re never gonna get anywhere being a debbie downer. smile for everything, learn to appreciate your life. even if you’re having a bad day, learn to block everything out & appreciate the little things in life. the guy that held the door for you at the store, the older couple that walked past you and actually smiled (instead of shaking their heads in shame, like they seem to always do - or is it just me?), the bus driver that waited that couple of seconds when he saw you running your ass down the block, the little things. then think about all you’ve got - a family, a home, friends, health - and most of all, you’re still alive.
i truly don’t care how damn cheesy i sound right now, but not anyone gets the chances & opportunities you may come across. take chances. be brave. put yourself out there, because once you give to the world, it will give back so much more.
live & learn
i’ve decided to try this again because the first time around, tumblr just led me to staying online & scrolling through pages & pages of pictures, instead of actually doing something productive and speaking my mind. so off to a brand new start, this will be my official personal blog. starting…now. i feel like the reason i did this, was to get away from all the nonsense. let’s be blunt here, people talk shit and they always will – let’s at least give them something good to talk about.
female – freshman in college, ambitious, friends, texting, pillow talk, scrabble addiction, twitter, party, polish, happy people, sweats, chinese food, cuddling, i should’ve just said food in general – skinny, rihanna, massage school, people, blogging, marilyn monroe & audrey hepburn, self motivated, music, sex, laughter, upbeat, loud, squas, night owl, bookworm, optimism, heels, cars, dirty talk, always classy never trashy, caffeine, homesick, single, make-up, alcohol, life.
you will also see this ^ in my description box, to keep newcomers updated & aware of what they’re getting themselves into. i tend to have a lot on my mind so i will be blogging often. i say what i feel & i do not hold back once it comes to speaking my mind. if by any reason you are offended or disagree, you are more than welcome to leave the page. with that said, i’m not being rude - for once in my life i’m doing something for me, not you. overall, i’m a very friendly person - don’t be afraid to say hi :)
-D.
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